Lately I've been having trouble going to sleep...I'm getting scared at night now. I remember the first night I thought someone was in my room watching me, so I had to go and sleep with my mom. Now it's like a constant feeling, and I get nightmares more and more. I don't know what it is or what to even call it, but I sure do hope it passes soon (if it's a phase). Lets wish me the best of luck, yes?

signing off,
    CC, TCL

    So I've been thinking lately...I'm odd...I'm weird. Yes I know that this blog is specifically to be happy about myself, and I am! Don't get me wrong I love who I am! I just don't think other people do..I get anxiety when I think about it, when I think if people don't like me...It's sad really, I'm surrounded by such wonderful people...but I think they don't like me. -sigh- I just won't give it much thought...then I'll be fine.



signing off,
    CC, TCL =w=

I actually have a few resolutions this year- my last year resolution for 2013 was to overcome shyness, I succeeded but I still get shy. This year's resolutions are:
My acting career: I really want to be an actress and I decided this year is the year I plan on taking the most action! Whether I start of with classes for experience or just jump right into auditions.
Next is to write and complete one novel by the end of this year. Fingers crossed!
I want to get into all honors classes and get into a performing arts high school!
I need to SAVE MONEY! I'm gunna try to not be a spender.
My final goal is a personal goal, I am going to try and re-connect with my dad's side of the family. Whether it be I grow a connection with my father or not, I still would like to see them all again and become close to them again. 

    Those are my resolutions! What are yours?? I'll keep you updated!
But until then bye my Crazies!



    CC, TCL is signing off =w=

Happy 2014!!! Let the mayhem begin!!!